November 25, 2009   2 notes

“ ‘Turn it off’ is about wanting to rid yourself of faith, in hopes that it would make things less complicated. Believing in Jesus is not easy. It’s not like you decide you want to believe and then everything just sort of comes together. But that’s the thing: life is hard with and without faith. The decision for me was made easy by the fact that… if life is going to be hard either way, then I’d rather have someone that i know will never leave me. That person for me is God. I believe because I can’t not believe. ”

jennics

November 25, 2009   1 note
November 25, 2009
November 25, 2009   1 note

“ But the reality, honestly, you were never good for me and I was never good for you. ”

cross my mind-jillscott

November 25, 2009

in my eyes you were mine.

I’ve been TRYING to do my homework consistently every night, but i always find myself in the dark checking the time to find that it’s 3AM and I’m too lazy to finish the rest of my work so i just fall back asleep. oh it’s coo, just sleep ! haha

so lately I’ve been like… torn between the things that I want. The things that I let go of came back, but now that I have something else in my hands I’m a little stuck between letting it go.. But I’ve been thinking a lot lately and I found out that there’s more reasons to let go than to hold on. I’m tired of getting hurt, but I also find joy because I’m learning. Then again I realize that the reason why it’s so difficult to give up is because it was the closest thing to make me feel special. I fell for the physical things, it’s true. but FREAK i should have listened when they said not to ask about the past because it’s going to make me insecure. I don’t show it, but deep down i’m definitely insecure right now. ahaha. but the truth set me free. You told me you miss your past and that was just the answer i needed to let me know wsup. It’s also kinda hard trying to accept the fact that everyone knows what you are. I tried my best to squeeze that out, but it didn’t get through.
Maybe you’ll change for the better one day. I’m tired of thinking that it’s me who can do that.

November 21, 2009   14 notes
(jyalun)
mmk, hes cute; but I’m still Team Edward ! (:

(jyalun)

mmk, hes cute; but I’m still Team Edward ! (:

November 21, 2009   2 notes
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ktc:

“You’re like water. Except I need you more than eight times a day, you’re essential.”

I miss listening to passion !<3