November 2010
14 posts
Your guardian angel
This week has not been going well at all. Thanksgiving helped me understand the most important things God has blessed me with but I just really wish things turned out better than what it came out to be. Things are getting hard with babe and his family and Idk, everything is just all going wrong. Im really praying that through these struggles his faith is tested to see how faithful he really is to...
my days are getting crappier
IDK ! i’m just not in the mood anymore. I really wanna just get out of here. I’m tired of being here. Idk I feel so.. down right now. asdfghjkl;’
I feel like I’m not good enough. Ive always felt that way. Idk. I feel like I’m ready for anything in the world, but I STILL don’t realize the subconscious things I do that hurt you. Don’t get me wrong because I do want this relationship and I do love you. mmmmmm, I just don’t know what to do. Well I know what do, but i’m hella inconsistent. IM NOT PLAYING A...
cant wait to leave this place.
Its kinda sad that I want to leave. It’s even sadder to know that the worst things i say about you, part of it I sometimes mean. I’m ready to leave. I never want to be like you. I hope I’m nothing like you actually.
In the street people ask about me and you. I tell...
Just running cross my mind.
Hm, i’ve constantly been just thinking of a lot of things. More of the “What if’s…” and some rare times I think of “What would happen if this happened.” type of stuff.
I’ve been so busy lately. I never have time for myself anymore, and even time with my boyfriend. Yeah, sometimes I do but ahh ! School, Cheer, Work, Practice… everything is...